Sometimes life just SUCKS

[BradM]

Tonite is one of those nights. :(

[ytcracker]

there you are what the fuck where have you been

[BradM]

there you are what the fuck where have you been

Drowning in my own misery.

Well actually at work 9-3 then school 4-10. Now I am just trying to make my way to the floor to watch a movie.

[ytcracker]

its 1.31 here

whats going on thats dragging you down

[BradM]

its 1.31 here
whats going on thats dragging you down

1230 here
just shit. all a bunch of shit

[ytcracker]

its 1.31 here
whats going on thats dragging you down

1230 here
just shit. all a bunch of shit

that sucks

i have a song for this occasion
http://www.ytcracker.com/music/dj%20...0and%20out.mp3

[phlows]

yeah my life definitely sucks right now. i got into a tangle with the ex. ever see that movie with jim carrie, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind? well... i wish i could have her removed from my memory. she fucked my head up. everytime i think of her... pain... sadness... just rush into my mind. its fucked up, all i can do is try to block it all out, and try to avoid getting caught in a cycle where i wallow in my own unfathomable sadness. anwyay, nuff said. it seems like as i get older there are less and less things that i look forward to in life. once i reach the point where there is nothing left to look forward to, is it reasonable to want to kill ones self? hmmm, thoughts please.

[ytcracker]

hmmm, thoughts please.

fuck no nurga no matter what stc before everything we have a higher purpose

[rmk]

once i reach the point where there is nothing left to look forward to, is it reasonable to want to kill ones self? hmmm, thoughts please.

nah suicide = lamer

the problem with being depressed is it screws up your perspective. for people to be excited they have to have a visual on their goals / whatever makes them happy. when you are down in the valley of sadness you can't see the land of milk and hunnies that's on the other side of the smallest hill. therefore we must grind on tirelessly hunting eachother down and chopping off heads because there can be only one.

[The Grouch]

This whole topic brings back some crappy situations, Try talking to someone to only have them toss you a perscription of depakote, go figure. :?

[rmk]

but yeah then you can grind taht stuff up and throw it on a blunt and use that as a lure to pick up some new snatch and you're back in the driver's seat.

when life gives you lemons....

[DawL]

yeah my life definitely sucks right now. i got into a tangle with the ex. ever see that movie with jim carrie, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind? well... i wish i could have her removed from my memory. she fucked my head up. everytime i think of her... pain... sadness... just rush into my mind. its fucked up, all i can do is try to block it all out, and try to avoid getting caught in a cycle where i wallow in my own unfathomable sadness. anwyay, nuff said. it seems like as i get older there are less and less things that i look forward to in life. once i reach the point where there is nothing left to look forward to, is it reasonable to want to kill ones self? hmmm, thoughts please.

maybe you should try building things into your life to look forward to, maybe a vacation? try and build on the existing relationships in your life and enhance those. eventually along the way i'm sure you'll run into someone that makes you happy ...i hope anyways ; D

[auto]

Everytime i think about suicide i listen to the sean kennedy suicide rant ->

ftp://anonymous@ftp.rantradio.com:21/seankrants/Sean Kennedy-Suicide.mp3

Always makes me feel better, its either that or the prozac.

[sam]

shit phlow i feel your pain man.
i am in the middle of a divorce. I was in iraq last year and ever since i came back i have apparently been an emotionless bastard. it sucked man. i was completely depressed when i was away from her, and only slightly better when i was with her. and all my friends have moved away, so not only did i lose my wife who was my best friend, but i am going through all this bullshit with basically nothing.
stick in there man, i hear it gets better as time goes by.

[mj]

It does get better, it takes time. Divorce is a bitch, just focus on not letting her win.
My ex fucked me up pretty bad too, but there is a light at the end.
Take it one day at a time,and things tend to work out.

[phlows]

I hope things work out for you too sam.

[mr. big]

shit phlow i feel your pain man.
i am in the middle of a divorce. I was in iraq last year and ever since i came back i have apparently been an emotionless bastard. it sucked man. i was completely depressed when i was away from her, and only slightly better when i was with her. and all my friends have moved away, so not only did i lose my wife who was my best friend, but i am going through all this bullshit with basically nothing.
stick in there man, i hear it gets better as time goes by.

:( <3

[sam]

i just found out that she had a date tonight.
shit sucks.

she went to a flogging molly show that i almost went to. i am glad i didnt. fucking major drama would have ensued.

fuckit, many fish in the sea.

[mr. big]

i just found out that she had a date tonight.
shit sucks.

she went to a flogging molly show that i almost went to. i am glad i didnt. fucking major drama would have ensued.

fuckit, many fish in the sea.

Dude, the shittiest part is thinking they feel that way towards someone else. But let professor CG help you out right quick with some knowledge. See you can't dwell on the past and be upset about what was. My friend Francis is kinda going through the same thing, he wasn't married but they had lived together for a year and so forth. Anyways, instead of going out and meeting new people, he just sulked about it and got more and more depressed. I kept telling him to go out and do things, finally he listened. Now he barely even cares about his ex because instead of thinking about "Damn I don't have her anymore" he's thinking "man I really wanna nail all these hot broads". The only thing better than pussy, is new pussy; and my good man, there is plenty of new pussy to be had. The minute you find a girl that intrigues you and gives you those feelings of excitement just being around her, you'll be cured. You can do it, beer can help. <3

[sam]

yeah i know man, im still at that point where i still feel guilty for even talking to a girl. shit, time will heal, all i need is time.

[daggy diamonds]

acidly raging
slobbering charcoal flaccid
loveless cask drifting

[Cheeseburger Walrus]

Sam, you're usually insulting other people non-stop on this board because you're obviously a fucking moron. But it's good to see that you're human, maybe you should try and take a better approach and stop trying to shit on people to make yourself feel better. It only works for people like me, aka not whiny bitches. Faggot.

[Cheeseburger Walrus]

I've been waiting for the right time to tell you that, it didn't feel right until now, by the way thanks for going overseas and fucking up your life more, you've done this country a great service. jk eat a cock.

[rmk]

Sam's posts in this thread are almost 4 years old :x

[Cheeseburger Walrus]

I dont care, it's a good reminder for him.

[plex]

no wonder why his wife left him

the kid is a fucking homo

[brand0n]

didn't know brad posted here, I'll get him back I like that guy

[chris]

didn't know brad posted here, I'll get him back I like that guy

DO NOT WANT HIM HERE. THIS IS A FASTSIZE FREE ZONE
VIMAX 4LIFE.

[brand0n]

ahh i like brad hes a good guy c'mon

[rmk]

brand0n thinks if he gets enough gfy people over here he can fare better in the next "do you like brandon?" poll

[chris]

ahh i like brad hes a good guy c'mon

lol he is a cool guy
matter fact he passed up my current joba nd told them to talk to me .. so cant hate on him but for some reason he likes to be a dick to me now

[brand0n]

rmk why man?

at every fucking turn you want to bust my balls, and i swear i leave you the fuck a lone.

yet when i go to bust yours back you have a full out kaniption

[chris]

rmk likes to harrass us sexy mens
idk why

[rmk]

rmk why man?

at every fucking turn you want to bust my balls, and i swear i leave you the fuck a lone.

yet when i go to bust yours back you have a full out kaniption

lol damn umad bro?

imo there's a giant difference between general ball busting like above and the treachery you like to commit

but seriously i was jfwy didnt mean to make u sad bb

[rmk]

rmk likes to harrass us sexy mens
idk why

chris i like to harass you because you had a problem with me ever since i beat you out for those internext tickets on the dmoney show back in 2003

[brand0n]

treachery?
i havent mentioned a thing to you at ANY level besides hello in months.

i figured that asking you about a traffic home would merrit a pass, but even then you like to hang me out to dry

so i try not to say a fucking word to you, besides a friendly hello, hows life guy.. thats it.

give larry back his access btw.

[chris]

srsly? i dont even remember that
but i do love d$

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[rmk]

treachery?
i havent mentioned a thing to you at ANY level besides hello in months.

i figured that asking you about a traffic home would merrit a pass, but even then you like to hang me out to dry

so i try not to say a fucking word to you, besides a friendly hello, hows life guy.. thats it.

give larry back his access btw.

lies

check sent pms 11-04-2008, 09:29 PM

[brand0n]

what when i am still trying to suck your fucking cock to give larry back something that he shouldnt have lost due to my stupidity??

fuck it dude im putting you on ignore here, on aim, email, and in life general. if i see you face to face we can nod and laugh and all the same ole same ole.

[brand0n]

god fucking damn it
Sorry rmk is a moderator/admin and you are not allowed to ignore him or her.
/wrists

[rmk]

man somebody woke up on the dramatic side of the bed today

[rmk]

brand0n: shens
rmk: that's shens!
brand0n: asldkjfa;slkjf;aslkdjf I HATE YOU IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE

[brand0n]

i dont hate you and wish we could get a long. maybe in the next life.

[daggy diamonds]

rofl